Thursday, July 29, 2010
i have never felt lonelier than how i feel these days i think? )): it's so hard to express omg, but although i'm always around a whole crowd of ppl i still feel damn freaking lonely inside zomg ): and sometimes i ask myself, what am i doing here omg, maybe i would have had a happier life if i had chosen the other path and ended up with physics-minded ppl, but whatever, it's too late to regret anything, and well haha people are just people, i shall not let their attitudes affect me (: so many scary people around, i don't even know who to talk to or what to talk abt D: faints ): luckily i got to know some nice people too la whew haha i just hope they will stay this nice throughout hahah or i will just erm die of loneliness in sch )):
and i miss all of you so badly omggg i have never wanted to return to jc time so badly before omg D: i feel so alone seriously, just not used to being totally separated from all my close friends )): you all are like, all over the place omg, in other faculties, in army, and the rest are preparing to go overseas )): arghhhh i'm so isolated D:
and hehe ok emo ranting aside, i shall blog more abt camp and orientation and float activities when i'm free-er yayy (: the past few days have been sapping the life out of me, and i go to sch everyday looking more and more unapproachable each day )): like, omg some people actually say i look buay song and sian haha this is a first la haha usually i'm damn cheerful and smiley hahaha goodness i need to clean up my mood asap ): ahhhh but seriously so tired omggggg D:
i can't wait to see our float when it's finally up though! (:
